Cravings!!!

Okay, I am really trying here - but am officially out of control! The cravings are driving me INSANE!! I have never felt a desparate need for anything before but I think I can now understand Charlie's behavior when he's out of cigarettes or when he attempts to quit. The day after thanksgiving I woke up around 8am and went directly to the fridge and ate an entire thanksgiving meal for breakfast. Then that day I went to a thanksgiving fair with my family and ate sausage on a stick, sweet potato fries, a hamburger, icecream and 2 sodas. I got home about 2 hours later and while watching a movie (around 11:30pm) with my husband became obsessed with the thought of eating a big juicy medium cooked ribeye...I tried to satisfy myself with leftover turkey drenched in A1 sauce...it's not the same. As I closed my eyes to sleep I was literally fantasizing about cutting into a steak. This is how crazy I have become!! And of course I woke up first thing and weighed myself and wondered how I gained 4lbs in only a couple days! Charlie just keeps muttering things under his breath like, "I can't believe the things she eats...I really can't believe this.." It hurts, but not as much as the food is gooood. haha.